overeating

I've been overeating like no other. You know those frozen meals? I've been eating them like a snack lately. I made an entire batch of brownie mix the other day and have just been eating it uncooked. I'm gross. I'm a glutton. What is with me? Either I shovel so much into my mouth I get to the point where I make myself sick OR I get so crazy about counting calories I start stressing out whether a .05 oz will make a difference.

Am I seriously doomed to be this crazy about food for the rest of my life?